Sunday is the day where i usually feel so fucked up easily. this time Sunday, ive got double fucked up. and i have a plenty good reason to feel fucked up
first. my laptop was being format again due to the my brother's violence action. i dont fucking care if those movies and gazilion of album lost because i simply can fucking download them back. but those pictures? those fucking pictures from two years back then ? how on earth am i going to get it back. how.
second. ayah and mama suggest to renew my fucking car license only after i finish my diploma. also mean, for another fucking a year and a half i have to depends on other people's transportation to move. maybe because they kind of have sense ive been traveling and fooling around a lot when i was at the college.
third. my parents have been wondering about my result and they expect me to do wonder this time as im doing pretty great last year. the problem is, the result is less than their expectation and my brain couldnt proceed any way or idea how to present my result in a better way.
i feel uncomfortable. im saying too much f word.
