im only illustrating when im happy. but i have an inconsistent presence of sad dim feeling since the month of January. i couldnt really working much on illustration right now. i couldnt even generate much idea like i used to generate before. i used to be spontaneous while illustrating but now, i erasing a lot rather than drawing. i wish feeling have nothing to do at all with illustrating, but it is. very very dissapointed with myself and sorry to those people who are consist. in fact, im feeling quite a loser right now.
i will try my best to be happy. again.
