saddest adha. ever.
practically the saddest day in the month of November. my mom and dad got back to kampung without me and my siblings. one of my sibling is going to sit for SPM. as kak long, im responsible to look after him. i was begging to balik kampung with them at first, but they insisted me to stay and taking care of him and the other. i cant feel the merriness at all. i cant wear baju kurung as i only stay at home. the most upset part is, i cannot eat ketupat, lemang, rendang and other raya cuisine.
i never watch cows or goats or camel being slaughter in front of me before. its because i want to eat them so i cannot feel pity for them. every time eid-adha day, i avoiding to see the slaughter process. who can resist sup tulang ? no one.
