hello. there. world. earthlings. people.
whatever
2011, i didnt happy. i constantly felt this kind of feeling of nothing. nothing at all. almost to sad but not sorrow. but nothing near happy. nothing seems beautiful to remember. the harder i laughed, the emptier i became. did i foud happiness ? negative. zero. zilch. they (people) assume happiness in different perspective. some says happiness come from family, god, environment, mindset, relationship, satisfaction, achievement. i said, happiness is the atmosphere. i didnt breath proper air. i inhaled emptiness, i exhaled happiness. until it cause serious internal bleeding.
all to all, congrats to those who smiled along the route of 2011. always envied them. i witnessed many of my close friends which happiness been hovering them. their smile, honest than mine.
